I don't wanna work anymore. It's a wastage of my time. But, the question is...if I don't work, then what do I do? I was thinking about studying further...but I don't think I wanna do it at the present moment. I wanna take dance classes, guitar classes, start my own business, you know, random stuff. Stuff that I would enjoy doing!
My friend says that I will be able to do all of that very soon. But, when is 'very soon'? I can't take this life anymore. It irritates me like hell!
Why am I feeling nervous? I don't know. I should not be feeling nervous. After all, I know what I want, right? I have worked on that for so long, I know the drawbacks, I know what can be done to improve that process, I have spoken to the right people out there. I am completely prepared, am I not? Then, why do I feel sooo damn nervous? I am suffocating! Is it because I don't know those people, is it because of the fact that I know that they will try to bring me down??? I don't know.
OKAY So, I am feeling very tired. And, just when I thought that I am losing tummy,I gain it back! I hate it! I have been promising myself to start gymming since a long time. But, my laziness is preventing me from keeping my promise. Every week I think that I will hit the gym, and get back into shape, but, it doesn't happen. I have some excuse or the other to skip that plan! And, my collegues n friends also doesn't say anything. they says, ''It's ok, baby! You will lose weight! Don't worry''! Arrey! Why should I not worry?
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
To be like me
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life....
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