MMTS BABY

you're always my mind
instilled in my heart
you're always on my mind
although we are apart
you're always, always
always on my mind

baby, the reason why I know
I can't forget your face
cause everywhere I go
I see you everyplace
you're always, always
always on my mind

life is so empty
along with a broken heart
please, please tell me
honey, why don't u giv me a chance

you know it's you I love
to my heart you hold the key
I pray the stars above
that you hurry back to me
you're always, always
you're always on my mind

Change is d law of life

I see dreams as a medium to live those moments which I otherwise won't be able to experience. So as so many things fit this definition it requires me to dream a lot and that too with open eyes....

I know i m unique in all of the billions of people in the world but not in a positive sense i dont know wats goin on my mind ..but i juz cant feel this pain...everyone r good at sumthin yep i too am but its already too late before i got to realise..now hav to compromise but unable to get it.. i know that evrythin is possible in this world but do i hav the gut feeling to overcome the sluggish nature and run run till i got to reach my destination ...but when do i do it? days are gone months r gone years r passing by but wen do i realise the importance of life wen do i grow...it is liek Emotional Attayachar..its not necessary to always live your life in an ideal, practical and goody - goody way. Sometimes you should have the liberty to screw up everything just for the sake of something.


Any human being can live an extraordinary life .But u need to want it with a deep degree of passion and a breathtaking level of commitment.If it were easy then everyone would be world-class.To be world-class requires focus,discipline,dedication ...can i achieve them if so when...

I luv the caption CHANGE IS D LAW OF LIFE ...
but wen do I
if so then wen????????
or i m forced to do it

CKS

CKS....

Which stands for chenna keshava solutions i think there are no knowledge gurus here i pity those guy z who have knowledge and still hang to the strings of this jaded ship.Talking abt the guy z they are like the refugees of a camp who stay for their living and continue to live for rest of their life,they are so accustomed that they don't even think for some permanent place.And why should they think coz they get many of the facilities which even any MNC can't provide K no K no u r guess is wrong dudes i am not talking abt the facilities like Spring Programs,Summer Nature Camps,Gym,sod ex passes,lavish cafeteria,special perks, bonus, crackers during Diwali,babes,and at least hikes(coz neither we nor our boss even dream in our wildest dreams)..but we are lucky enough to have unique facilities like DELUXE mess,access to alllll sites(mainly helps me for writing this blog),the best systems with the most updated hardware,best spine exercise(chairs),motivating n inspiring quotes on the walls(which we never follow),uninterrupted power supply,best stinking machine(bathroom) where u can feel free hell experience n its free for all the visitors and lastly no work..we are like gigolos waiting for work and wen it cums we satisfy our clients to the fullest without any conditions(bugs)..that's it guy z this is juz the outer view of CKS there is the most interesting core inner view (CKS employees) which i will be posting in my next blog.

Disclaimer:
The views and thoughts expressed above are of every CKS employee and not my own.Though I have taken due care and caution in compilation of data for my blog.

Pursuit of Happiness

The above title is a movie acted by Will Smith, where he was broke & don't even have place to stay. He is not giving up his life & works very hard to find a new job. At last he did it, he got the job at that moment, this is the happiest thing in life he ever had.

Every 1 in life is looking for happiness, I'm reading self-help book where he said every one deserved to be happy is matter of how we find out what we really want in life.. If we live for work, our life will be meaningless. Even the richest man in world they will fear of getting broke one day.

Even if you are rich, life with fear can make you really happy?

Happiness is not the things that other people could give to you, It is yourself have to find out who you are, what you want in life.. What are the things that you always wanted to do, what are the things you always dream of.. Why we have to keep hustle on persuade of happiness & keep on giving our self excuses like "I'm busy" "I have commitment" etc..

You may find your self as not the best person in this world but you have to know that you are special, you are unique, no one in this world can be as same as you are.. Don't give up your dream, go for it if you think it could bring you happiness as long as this doesn't harm any 1 in life..


In the age of 30 yrs old, it always never too late to start over it again, as long as you don't give up your dream, you are close to the happiness.

The world in the book "happiness doesn't depend on others" don't give all your time to someone who could not add happiness in your life..

I now realise, what tarot card reader had advised me, you have a dream, go for it, don't always think of giving in to others, do things that can let your self happy.. I took 30 yrs to realise that I've been trying my hard to make every one around me happy & I've overlooked to make my self happy..

So STOP! do things that you always wanted to do..

Start a day by giving your self a big smile, no one can let you happy beside your self..

cheers

Karma

Think!!! everybody gets old and has to go through so many painful experiences, still we cling to this life though it is so painful and the so called enjoyments are few and far between and not really satisfying. Think, there is old age and with it a host of life threatening diseases. Have u seen any old woman attractive, no, no one. Beauty and all this non sense fades like cloud in front of the sun called time. We get to taste the bitter fruit of our karmas. Have u seen anyone who is perfectly and always happy in this world who has embraced the ways of this foolish world. Ultimately we have to come to grief. Who knows what will become of us in our next life. Will we be born as human beings or animals. Even if we are born as human beings what is the guarantee that everything about our life will be alright. So there is no point in fretting thinking about others life and thinking that their life is better than ours and that they have been blessed with the choicest blessings, everyone has to bear the burden of his karma. Though this is a place of suffering where no permanent happiness can be found, we cling to this life as though this is final and we will be here for ever. O my god how short life is after all! and who knows when death comes calling and when it comes we have to leave everything behind, our wife, kids and all other earthly possessions, no one belongs to us actually, still so much of attachment. There is only one way to happiness that is to get out of the shackles of bondage and breath the fresh air of freedom, freedom infinite, bliss infinite, no pain physical, mental or spiritual. Bliss bliss and only bliss. I long to reach that state where i can see light and only light, no suffering and I shall have infinite peace and bliss irrespective of situations.

Procrastination

It is said that things happen by doing and not by dreaming. I am sure whosoever said that was not a man. A man knows the importance of dreams. How careful planning can help him avoid work is an art which only men have perfected . Since due to unexplainable reasons woman failed to develop this ability due to which whenever they have an urge to clean their room ;they have to clean it. Men on the other hand use their ability to plan and decide when the room will be cleaned and when the decided time arrives they have no urge of cleaning the room thereby proving that procrastination isn"t a problem but its the solution .

This attitude of men has played a very important role in development of civilization. Just think about the wars which were never fought because men were too lazy to wear uniform. Also the various accidents which were avoided because men decided to watch wwe instead of buying groceries.

Anyway some people always ask men to act. They believe in the 20^th century saying that that Practice makes man perfect. For them here is the 21^st century saying "Practice makes man perfect Nobody is perfect. So why practice?"

myself

but what? I don't know...I wish I knew...

I don't wanna work anymore. It's a wastage of my time. But, the question is...if I don't work, then what do I do? I was thinking about studying further...but I don't think I wanna do it at the present moment. I wanna take dance classes, guitar classes, start my own business, you know, random stuff. Stuff that I would enjoy doing!

My friend says that I will be able to do all of that very soon. But, when is 'very soon'? I can't take this life anymore. It irritates me like hell!





Why am I feeling nervous? I don't know. I should not be feeling nervous. After all, I know what I want, right? I have worked on that for so long, I know the drawbacks, I know what can be done to improve that process, I have spoken to the right people out there. I am completely prepared, am I not? Then, why do I feel sooo damn nervous? I am suffocating! Is it because I don't know those people, is it because of the fact that I know that they will try to bring me down??? I don't know.




OKAY So, I am feeling very tired. And, just when I thought that I am losing tummy,I gain it back! I hate it! I have been promising myself to start gymming since a long time. But, my laziness is preventing me from keeping my promise. Every week I think that I will hit the gym, and get back into shape, but, it doesn't happen. I have some excuse or the other to skip that plan! And, my collegues n friends also doesn't say anything. they says, ''It's ok, baby! You will lose weight! Don't worry''! Arrey! Why should I not worry?


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
To be like me
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life....